Friday, September 25, 2009

if only temporary, une raison d'etre ..

this grant application writing has been among the busiest times in my life- the busiest i remember since the postdoc job search.

teaching .. that was always annoying, at first stressful,
but it wasn't busy- not this busy.



this is odd to say, but i think i'm going to miss this period of time. it gives my life an unparalleled purpose, even a superficial meaning.

it's like surviving, living only for revenge.
after that, one has to learn how to be a person again.

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