browsing.

motivated by a friend's google reader updates, i've decided to offer my own mathematical bookmarks on the web as an RSS feed.

as a disclaimer, this might cause you more trouble than it's worth.

these items are mainly preprints i find on the arXiv and a few specialized preprint servers. if you've already subscribed to updates from the arXiv, then you will probably find yourself with annoying redundancies of the same title/abstracts.

this probably reveals something about me: i don't subscribe to arXiv updates. it's not because of laziness, or rather, it's because of a certain, deliberate aspect of laziness.

i like having one avenue of web procrastination left. i like clicking on the links to differentia1 9eometry or to metri¢ ge0metry.

as a general rule, i like browsing. i was in the mathematics library today and browsed through the "new book" shelf:

E1ementary Functi0nal Ana1ysis by B. MacC1uer: it jumps right into the topic, by presenting the "big three" theorems of Bana¢h spaces, and proceeds to discuss linear operators between Bana¢h spaces.

i think my definition of "e1ementary" may differ from the author's definition. however, this book could be useful in giving the 'lay of the land' of functiona1 ana1ysis to newcomers to the topic.

in my five-minute browse of this book, one item in the table of contents caught my eye. i subsequently learned about the lw0w school and the scottish cafe. it's rare to see historic digressions in maths books; i approve of this.

M0du1i in M0dern Mappin9 The0ry by O. Marti0, V. Ryaζan0v, U. Srebr0, E. Yakub0v: the exposition includes both the Euc1idean setting and the modern setting of metri¢ spaces. with honesty, i don't think i'm qualified to discuss this book.

i can say that i am glad it exists: the technique of using (conf0rma1) modu1us is a powerful one, as i've seen from countless seminars, conferences, and discussions with citizens of the qua$iw0rld.

socia1 mathemati¢ian.

odd.

in the last 48 hours, i became friends with five (more) mathematicians on fa¢ebook. at the current count, 77 of my 157 "friends" are either math profs, postdocs, or graduate students.

on a slightly related note, one of my facebook friends happens to be a cat.

déja vu, the boring kind.

yesterday and tomorrow i will be giving essentially the same lessons to my classes. the odd part is that they aren't the same courses.

apparently ei9enva1ues and ei9envect0rs are rather useful in this world .. at least for 0DE, anyway.

one minor gripe: yesterday i spent some 5-7 minutes explaining determinants to my 0DE students, if only because 1inear a1gebra is not a prerequisiτe for the course. this wouldn't usually bother me, but in a previous class i asked the students:

"out of curiosity, how many of you have taken 1inear a1gebra before?"
80% of the audiences hands shot up.

so i know i am boring most of them with things they already know. my hand is forced. then again:

1. just because they have learned matrices before doesn't mean they know how to work with matri¢es well.
   
   
2. even if it were spectacularly new material, they would probably be bored anyway.
   
   
3. boredom is a privilege. would they rather be in a panic from the sheer volume of new, confusing notions that i would hypothetically throw at them?
   

at any rate, enough self-recriminations and -justifications. work beckons.

paradox and diplomacy.

the paradox of age:
when i get older, i would be happy to still appear young.
for now, i am young and would rather look older.

at least, i wouldn't mind not looking like a student.

perhaps it's my clothes; if i wore a three-piece suit, then at least i would be known as "that overdressed peacock of a postdo¢" and not be confused with being a student ..

.. not that it's a horrible thing, being a student. i enjoyed those years as long as they lasted. all i want to say is that with age confusion comes minor problems.

for example,

1. while visiting colleagues this weekend, i stopped by the main office and asked where the coffee pot was. the secretary told me that it's meant only for professors.
   
   diplomatically, i asked if it is also meant for visitors. to identify myself, i pointed to an abstract of the talk .. only to remember that i was wholly unidentifiable in it.
   
   despite that, she apologized and showed me where the coffee pot was.
   
   
   
2. on the second leg of my return flight, i was sitting next to a bearded man, and the magazine he was reading had the symbols IEEE on the upper-left corner of the cover.
   
   aha, i thought, a fellow techie! it would be safe to do math in front of him. jotting down a few ideas, some minutes later he looked over and asked,
   
   "say, what class is that from? it looks familiar."
   the thing is, i was using my own notation.
   huh. so he thinks i'm a student.
   
   "oh, it's not from a course," i said diplomatically, "but the notation is from a measure and integration course. it's not unlike probability and statistics."
   
   he nodded silently.
   
   "are you a scholar?" i asked him.
   "oh, no," he replied, "i'm an engineer."
   
   he then returned to his iPod.

a solemn vow.

next fall i am definitely applying for an N$F grant; even if i am in the hospital [1], i vow to plan ahead and make the deadline. of course, it helps for the job search in two years, but there's more.

i've been a lucky man, so far:
i've been a guest many times in my (short) mathematical life,
and i've met colleagues who are fine hosts.

it's time for me to learn how to be a good host,
and to seek out the means in order to be a good host.

curse my bad luck:
of all the years for a stimu1us pa¢kage to benefit the N$F,
it is the year that i didn't apply for research funds!

[1] the week before the deadline, last fall, my hand was forced and i was stuck in the hospital for a span of days. this is a poor excuse, though: these sorts of applications require a month or two, as i've been warned ..

responsibilities ☑, now, research!

i'm out of town, visiting colleagues, so i'm not teaching today.
i already gave my talk yesterday; one less thing to worry about.

today and tomorrow have a simple agenda:
talk math, do research.

this should be interesting. i have a good feeling about this weekend.

never leave your invisibi1ity c1oak at home.

yesterday i tried writing a talk.
i ended up writing most of one.

if i learned anything from this, it's not to write a talk while at the office, and especially not the day before my students have homework due.

at every office hour, students showed up -- 10am, 1pm, 4pm [1] -- with questions of all sorts from both classes.

there was one request where we did the gory details of one problem, with the student constantly scratching his head, not sure where things went wrong. in the end, another student with a copy of the solutions manual found a discrepancy: the textbook author used the wrong initial conditions, so the answer in the back of the textbook was wrong.

(i like to think that this affirms my disdain towards solutions manuals in general, but that would be self-serving.)

but that wasn't all.

at some point between afternoon office hours, a colleague stopped by and asked a question about uniform estimates for certain families of functions. the problem was interesting enough to avoid an "i'm busy." when that meeting ended, my own diff.eq students walked in ..

.. leaving a lonely cursor,
blinking, on my laptop screen,
next to incomplete 1atex do11ar signs,

and so i explained systems.

oddest of all, as it was approaching evening and i was thinking about leaving, i run into one of the PDE profs in the department.

"hey, you're an ana1yst .." he says.

i know that this was the sequence of events: he walks into my office, he writes the heat equation on my chalkboard, and we discuss a question about integral estimates of solutions (that weren't quite gronwa11's inequa1ity).

what i don't know is how it unraveled that way. i have no expertise at all, for parabo1ic PDE.

thinking it through,

1. i'm surprised i wrote that much in the remaining span of tuesday;
   
   
2. i should have hidden away at a coffeehouse during every minute that i didn't have to spend in office hours.

in the end, there is 1 or 2 slides left, but that night i crashed at 3am, with all the other things that needed to be done.

[1] i usually have 4 office hours a week. currently i'm out of town, so i stacked my hours towards some measure of fairness.

# slides ≥ 8; a good question.

currently: i'm writing a talk.

this is worrisome. i've just stated my main theorem, and already i have 8 slides. to my credit, however, one of the slides is a title page, another is a diagram, and two others are full of references.

so perhaps i'm doing well:
after 3 slides (which includes stating someone else's theorem), i can state mine.

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odd: lecturing is a little like running. with enough teaching experience, one knows one's own pace. [1] accounting for gory computations and careful diagrams, 6-7 handwritten pages of my notes usually fills a 50-minute lecture.

then again, i may cover material more quickly than others. possibly i am slower: i don't know. you'd have to ask my students.

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speaking of students, yesterday a student visited my office hours. usually this is a time to be tactful, to lecture less, and in particular, to make sure that i'm not doing all the work that students should be doing [2].

i was expecting a statement like:
    "i don't know how to do #23.
    can you show it to me?"

instead, the student asked:
    "i really don't understand what a subspace is and what a basis is.
    can you explain it again?"

so we talked about subspaces and bases, and various levels of concrete or abstract examples. (s)he asked good clarifying questions -- "what about this? does that check that it's a basis?" -- i like to think that the student now understands these fundamental notions better, but i can't be sure.

well, at least it was more fun than my usual office hour questions. (:


[1] my cadence is disturbingly regular: 160-165 steps per minute (counting footsteps of both feet), which i think is relatively normal. i've been told that elite runners have a cadence of around 185-190 steps a minute.

[2] when i think about it, there is much less effort in doing the problem for the students rather than urging them along and make them do it themselves. it may well be easier; however, are the students really learning if they don't do it themselves?

"the best 1aid p1ans .."

for several days i've been excited about this one idea (as described in an earlier post). i had proved a little lemma which gave me hope. it was just enough leverage that the argument could be continued.

so i worked on it, off and on, forming claims that, if proven true, would eventually lead to the theorem that i wanted. every day i was getting closer, and today i almost had it.

then i stopped, suddenly uneasy. my inner pessimist spoke:

it can't be this easy.
i'm making all of this progress in one week,
after trying in vain for months,
trying to attack this same problem.

so i went outside for a walk, had lunch, came back,
and sure enough, i found errors everywhere:

i had made an estimate using maxima1 fun¢tions, and that still holds true. my mistake was assuming, for some inexplicable reason, that it was a uniform estimate for an entire sequence of L¹-functi0ns.

i had also misused a property of the we@k-sτar topo109y which doesn't hold true (in general) for the we@k t0pology.

i guess i wanted it too much: to prove the theorem. so i became sloppy.

odd. everyone tells me to be more optimistic,
whereas the pessimist in me is often more useful.

oh well.

maybe there's something worth keeping, within those silly notions. it's not like i have any good ideas at the moment, anyway.

about xk¢d, and a few lamentations.

xk¢d is awesome. it is my favorite webcomic.

today they have a valentine's day comic, but fractal-styled.

for more on the mathematica11y romantic theme, comics #55 and #162 are also sure bets.

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in other news, i wish i knew certain theories better.
among them are:

ge0metri¢ mεasure the0ry,
¢heeger's differentiabi1ity the0rem on (certain) metri¢ measμre spa¢es,
the general industry of mappin9s of finiτe dist0rsion.

most days of the week i'm surprised that i ever proved anything.

keeping count (with photos)

sometimes i am surprised that i am a mathematician. i seem unable to keep count of anything discrete, whether it be scores in games of pick-up basketball, cards shown face up while playing bridge ..

.. or the scales for dyadi¢ intervals,
in midst of self-similar constructions.

woe is me,
if there are two sets of scales running!

despite the anonymous pixelisation,
my woe is readily apparent.

my notes are that of an uncertain man: indices (and diagrams) are clearly labeled, in efforts to ensure that the right quantities vanish or march towards infinity ..

a sawtooth function at one set of scales,
then dyadic intervals at another scale..

.. as, too often, i make errors and find errors.

teaching complaints, retraction of complaints; a cool type of mea$ure.

today i finished grading a stack of ODE midterm exams [1];
about two hours later, i collected a new stack of linear algebra midterm exams.

the fun continues.

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you know, despite my incessant complaining about teaching, my teaching load is 2+2. i've heard of better deals, but then again, i've seen job ads for positions with 3-4 classes per term.

speaking of which, i am very, very glad that i am not on the job market this year. some of my friends have already heard good news ..

(congrats to them!!!)

.. but one quick look at the "temp0rary resear¢h positi0ns" part of the maτh j0bs wιki gives me pause.

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regarding research, i have to say: i think the notion of s1icing mea$ure is quite cool [2].

suppose we have a Rad0n mea$ure μ on euc1idean n-spa¢e. one can restrict it to a slab, that is, a neighb0rhood of a hyperp1ane, and renormalize it:

μ_ε := (μ({ |z - c| < ε }))^-1 &mu | { |z - c| < ε }

(here z is one of the usual euc1idean c0ordinate functi0ns.)

the total variation of the family of me@sures { μ_ε} is uniform1y b0unded in the tota1 variati0n norm -- in fact, they are probabi1ity me@sures -- so it admits a weak-sτar c0nvergent sub-sequen¢e. one can show that the sub-1imit me@sure is supported on the hyperplane {z = c}.

this may be my naivete at work, but what surprises me is that the normalization can be taken to be euclidean: (2ε)^-1, that is, euc1idean scaling. as a consequence of differenτiation the0rems for mea$ures and a pushf0rward pr0cedure, a limit mea$ure ν exists for a.e. value of c.

huh:
(2ε)^-1 ∫_{{ |z - c| < ε }} φ dμ → ∫_{{z = c}} φ dν as ε → 0.

for some reason, i would have been worried about degeneracies. again, call me naive.

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[1] sometimes i wonder if my students experience temporary insanity during exams. the only other explanation is that some of them don't undrestand separati0n of variab1es at all.

[2] see Matti1a's book, chapter 10.

research ideas live, then die, then are reborn, then ..?

sometimes i hate being right about being wrong.

so far this latest idea (see earlier post) isn't too much different from its precedessors, and i haven't found any additional leverage from using the language of ¢urrents.

on the other hand, a related observation would give a new approach towards disproving another conjecture i've been thinking about. granted, it would only serve as one of several steps and the most crucial work would still be equally difficult. [1]

research can be soul-crushing. i think i've told this storyline before, but it remains true again and again.

one day you wake up, have an idea, try it out;
later that evening, you realise that you have a counterexample;
despondently you go to bed, sleeping fitfully.

the next morning, as you're about to throw away the scratch paper,
the ambiguity returns:

you learn that you don't need that exact property
something weaker suffices,
one that the counterexample doesn't disprove.

but you don't have time to pursue this;
you have to teach in 2 hours and you haven't written your lesson plan yet.
while hastily writing lecture notes,
you never realised how much you hated calculus,
and how they get in the way of "real math."



[1] essentially, disproving the conjecture would involve constructing a completely new object which has precisely certain abstract properties (c0ntinuity, multi1inearity, 1ocality, etc) yet avoid almost all of the standard constructions (e.g. p0lyhedral appr0ximation).

to be honest, it's not clear to me which side to take. at this point, either answer would be surprising to me, actually.

article post: apparently universities care about grades.

admittedly, i once had this very same thought, except:

1. i was going to give everyone B's instead of A's;
   
2. i subsequently wondered how cool it would be if i had a magical mug which never ran out of fresh coffee.

as for which thought, i mean this one (as cut-and-pasted from the g1obe and mai1):

On the first day of his fourth-year physics class, Univer$ity of 0ttawa professor Denis Ran¢ourt announced to his students that he had already decided their marks: Everybody was getting an A+.

It was not his job, as he explained later, to rank their skills for future employers, or train them to be “information transfer machines,” regurgitating facts on demand. Released from the pressure to ace the test, they would become “scientists, not automatons,” he reasoned.

But by abandoning traditional marks, Prof. Ranc0urt apparently sealed his own failing grade: In December, the senior physicist was suspended from teaching, locked out of his laboratory and told that the university administration was recommending his dismissal and banning him from campus.

maybe writing and grading exams aren't that bad, after all.

i must say, the use of the word "automatons" was a nice touch.

do1drums.

this past week has felt like damage control for the upcoming midterm exams. sometimes i wonder what teaching would be like without an exam, every month or so. without grades?

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i feel like i haven't had a good research idea in a while, that nothing's been working.

maybe i'm not spending enough (uninterrupted) time thinking about the situation. maybe i'm not looking at the right problems. maybe i haven't read enough and i'm making my life all the more difficult by unsuccessfully "reinventing the wheel."

(admittedly, too often i feel like i don't know enough.)

last night i asked myself how i managed to do enough research to write a thesis -- a rhetorical question, of course -- but the answer is something like this:

i spent months and years collecting little lemmas i proved,
then, one night, i get this one idea;

in the ensuing months i reworked it,
rebuilt it, polished it,
wrote pages and pages explaining it,
and in the end, a thesis came out of it.

that causes two reactions in me.

1. crap. do i have to wait for inspiration?
   was that one good idea really luck? i can't count on luck!
   
   
2. the lemmas did come in handy;
   the day to day work does have its payoff,
   so it does count for something.
   

i suppose it is like anything else in life: good news and bad news, at the same time.

teaching lessons learned.

1. avoid teaching two courses that i haven't taught before during the same term.
   
   
2. avoid teaching in the mornings;
   
   it doesn't matter what the subject is.
   i'm better off teaching in the afternoons.
   
   
3. unless the department offers me a specific tech guy or TA to handle it, avoid teaching courses which require a computer component (e.g. using MatLab, Maple).
   
   this always boils down to doing your own tech support,
   which is its own share of misery.

teaching takes time and mindspace.

it's happening again.

my morning class is suffering regularly from lectures with too many technical details, the sort of details that i initially think are "important" --

-- only to realise that no, they don't actually need this to understand the examples or do their homework problems; they don't care, either.

they just want the d@mned formu1as.
i could be wrong, but that's what i suspect.


i could proceed to rant about dilemmas and opinions about students who don't want to learn, about what it should mean to teach mathematics, about this and that. i think i could expound for pages and pages. however, i'd mostly be repeating or paraphrasing my old posts and preaching to the choir of teaching researchers everywhere.

that serves no purpose;
not today, anyway.
there's work to do:

1. i have a problem in mind, one that a senior colleague suggested. the setting is not full set yet, and we're scouting in the dark: what can these techniques prove, exactly?

2. i have this idea that i've yet to try out for one of my usual obsessions (read: conjectures). admittedly, i don't think it will work. it's a little too similar to my previous ideas, each of which failed for essentially the same reason (or proof obstruction). this latest idea, however, borrows leverage directly from 9e0metric mea$ure the0ry, whereas my old ideas were too crude and began always from first principles.

3. i'm behind in my article writing. it wasn't funny before, and it's not funny now.


work beckons, and it is greedy for mindspace.

i'll teach the best i can with the time allotted, fine;
but there's more to my work than minding students.

currently ill; no luck, either.

there are a lot of mathematicians on fa¢eb00k. apparently i'm supposed to know a lot of hyperb0lic 9eometers and 9eometric gr0up the0rists. [1]

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as it happens, i am ill with a cold, which explains friday's nap. it also explains the constant headache that i had during my friday lecture(s). [2]

my philosophy is: when you're sick, you get to spoil yourself.

so this weekend i've been spoiling myself mathematically. i've set aside recent research ideas in favor of my favorite mathematical problems. i've made no progress of course, and from most points of view i'm only more frustrated than i usually am ..

.. but i wouldn't have done anything different.

it's like going golfing and having a bad day, going on a fishing trip and not catching anything, going running and developing a side-stitch after two blocks, or going to the cinema and watching a dud of a film. in life, we always take our chances, even with fun.

this weekend won't make the best memories of my mathematical life. that's okay. they're still my favorite maths problems.

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[1] at least, according to the "people you may know" tool. i'm also likely to know many finns.

[2] admittedly, i had thought my students were to blame .. somehow. that probably says something about my biases, but in my defense, i was running a fever at the time. after all, can you trust the judgment of someone who took a nap on his desktable?!?