Thursday, November 09, 2006

sometimes i really, really hate mathematics.

i'm not sure how it happened, but during my meeting with the advisor i screwed up the same proof two weeks in a row. it's not a new theorem, and not even the proof of a theorem, but a single line in a proof.

one. single. line.

i hate being inept, i hate wasting the advisor's time, and for a little while today, i hated mathematics.



after that debacle of a meeting and two seminars later, i sat at my office desk and thought. in other words, i stared at the chalkboard and it stared right back.

then i decided to make a cup of coffee, and as i was pouring the water into the back chamber of giulia [1] the idea suddenly hit me. by the time the coffee was ready, i came up with a correct proof ..

.. well, it looks correct, but so did the last two 'proofs' of mine. but looking at these steps, it's obvious. f*cking obvious.

so i sipped the coffee angrily, hardly enjoying it at all.



[1] yes, the coffee maker is called giulia, and no, i didn't name it; my officemate kevin tu¢ker did.

when we were trying to come up with names, i suggested we could name it after a beautiful woman and immediately, he thought of giulia (pronounced: julia, but trochaically).

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